28 Jul 2009

ocean city (more like salisbury) for another nationals. biggest tournament i’ve competed in: there are 71 teams. unfortunately all i will do is pitch, but last tournament was like that too, so nothing new there. but i feel so much more confident with this new team.
i still can’t get over how they all get along so well and how quickly they included me in all of their inside jokes. i stopped feeling like an outsider by the second game. so why the hell can’t my other team do that? why do i still feel like a freaking outsider with them when i’ve known they for four years? thank god i’m not going to play with them next year.

ocean city (more like salisbury) for another nationals. biggest tournament i’ve competed in: there are 71 teams. unfortunately all i will do is pitch, but last tournament was like that too, so nothing new there. but i feel so much more confident with this new team.

i still can’t get over how they all get along so well and how quickly they included me in all of their inside jokes. i stopped feeling like an outsider by the second game. so why the hell can’t my other team do that? why do i still feel like a freaking outsider with them when i’ve known they for four years? thank god i’m not going to play with them next year.